I’m not sure what happened,
but it’s like I blinked
or fell asleep for a day.
and when I woke up,

you had packed your bags
and moved away.

putting yourself out on the line and trying to reach out to someone only to have them ignore you is really fucking awesome.

a month ago today was the last time I woke up next to you.
I’m still not used to sleeping alone.

intoxicated.
and would like company;
your company.

please forgive me
because in this drunken state,
I am weak to memories of us.

so instead, I strip naked
and eat mcdonalds at 3am.

turns out hitting your head against the floor and with your hands repeatedly will give you a concussion.

my suitemate heard me crash onto the floor when I had tried to stand up and had to help me to my bed. I’m going to crawl under the blanket and cry myself to sleep now. ugh, who knew it was possible to feel even worse than before?

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